幼馴染の消失

  • 2014.02.10 Monday
  • 10:51
GOODЯO∀Dす


先週末幼馴染が亡くなりました。



金曜日の夜中訃報を聞いたのですが、
「なんでーーーーーーーーー?」という驚きと、死因の詮索が頭をめぐりました。



物心ついた時から中学3年までいつも一緒に遊んでいました。
雨の日もまた風の日も小学校時は一緒に登下校し、帰ったら遊ぶ。
その当たり前の毎日を一緒に過ごし今の俺の人格が形成されています。
つまり俺の土台は彼で出来ています。
 
忘れっぽい俺が今でも彼とどこで何をして遊んでいたのか、
その限りないシーンも全て思い出されます。

その夜は信じられないながらも、
思い出されるその全ての出来事に思いふけ、
その当事者が突然消えた事にたまに涙しました。


翌日は幼馴染のもう一人も九州から駆けつけて一緒に思い出話をしながら飲み明かしました。
思い出話は本当に尽きることがありません。


彼が得意だった「めんこ」の技、我々が言うところの「差し」。
その時に使用していたカードがうちの押入れに残っているか探しましたがありませんでした。
なので出棺時は花と思い出のみ入れる事になりました。



ずっと「ほんなら(またな←発声しない)」で別れていましたが、


「ほんなら(さよなら←発声しない)」で見送りました。














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  • t
  • 2014/02/10 12:17 PM
辛いね…
ご冥福をお祈りいたします
  • えみたん
  • 2014/02/10 4:51 PM
t さんきゅ なので俺も引きこもって遠隔射撃でもすっかな
  • GOODЯO∀D
  • 2014/02/10 9:17 PM
えみたん ありがとう 今だに信じられない
  • GOODЯO∀D
  • 2014/02/10 9:19 PM
いつまでたっても、どこかにいるようで信じられないですよね。
ずっと思い、忘れないことがいいんですよね。
  • レブル
  • 2014/02/11 10:22 PM
レブルさん 本当にその通りです
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